It takes one lotx of courage to live. easier said then done, most of the time we are escaping from a problem or life. being a student and yet nt studying, ttx a kind of escaping too, a sign of nt facing wht one shd. Aww this i know, but somehowx itx nt the fear or wht, but juz the lazyness and playfulness.
Anywae I have came across some dramatic and EXtreme way of escaping a prob.. first, Death. Second, Forge InSanity..
First case is the belittling of life. thinking tt death means letting go of every troubles one is facing. yeah i agree to tt. Scientifically, yeah u let go of all ur troubles bahx (dun wanna tok bout hell or wht so eva.) but u have letten go of all ur blessings and most imptly ur hopes.. all hopes of happiness and living.. in a way, life is all bout hopes and actualization. u live because u have hope 4 anything and u live according to the hope, ttx wht makes ppl live izzen it? if there is realli a hopeless life, then i doubt no1 will live it.. time is the process. actualization actualli doesnt realli mean much to most, at MOST a 1week celebration or so and is quite easy to be forgotten with the coming of other stuff. But the initial believes of hope and the process kept as memories will stay on 4 life. So y do some ppl change their believes and end their process juz because they din manage to actualize something? the missing of sth shd mean a time to change, target or way, life still goes on. So think again wht life hafta offer, and wht death can offer.. why ppl chose love when it bringx pain. lolx... itx 4 the believe tt it will bring happiness tt no1 except ur love one can offer. Furturmore, itx easy 4 one to end his own life but tough 4 otherx ard him to adapt to the change. death offers pain to ppl ard. So... howx the scale now... Ppl in the right state of mind shd noe
Ok secondly, forge insanity. actualli thinking of it... ya this is a simpliest way to escape from a thing.. first stage act blur, if u can realli do it til it convince urself then ya congratx.. continue putting ur head in the hole and take tt nth eva happen ba.. last stage act insanity.. this will convince others tt u dunno and cant do any single thing, hence saving u from all troubles. cool? yeah ttx wht some thinks.. and it juz happens in my house. some tian cai forge insanity juz to skip NS.. do u noe tt if u are certificated insane, u do nt nid go NS anymore... lolx.. even if u juz stay there 4 like a week.. ttx enuff as a record 4 life. so anything u cant overcome, juz take this out as an excuse. <--- woahx.. this method onli tian cai can think of bahx... maybe my skin too thin for this bahx... but yeah am relieve that i am lidat lolx.. the benefitx are like tempting mahx... no NS juz go WB stay for a week.. hahaz ohh wellx this is 4 short thinkers bahx.. yeah this can be an excuse to be excuse from thingx but this can also be an excuse for ppl to excuse u.. get wht i mean? yeah.. ur future is gone. few will employ some1 with mental problem.. and if one does it will be with precaution.. and if ur mindset is lidat.. then i shd sae there is nth u can do in life also. Insanity will be ur onli kao shan in life. when any troubles come, no matter big or small, easiest way... go bonk. so why do other thingx rite.. sometimes oso cannot blame these tian cai 4 doing these, frankli speaking i think having such mindset already warrents him/her the pass to WB. anywae firz case de ppl oso can go WB...
Some food 4 thoughtx bahx.. ya this is the problem tt botherx my family this 2daex.. my brother larhz.. police called saying tt my bro created a sence in a newby clinic and is recommended tt my mum take him to tan tock sheng and is most likely he wud be refered to WB. of cause my mum noes wht my kor wans larhz.. hence she refused to do so larhz.. ohh wellx.. he has been saying how his friend skip NS by this way.. and he has been trying means to take MC ever since the start of NS.. Flu, cough, arm fracture.. which means he hadnt tried b4.. and this week he went to the doct saying there is constant voice by his earx causing him insomia? hence got quite some sleeping pills. got 4daex MC from the 2 visitx... each 2 daes MC la.. and the 3rd time which is ytd.. ya he try get permenant MC... still dunno his fate la.. haven even been home 4 like 3 daex le.. maybe nxt time i see him is in WB? hahaz.. shall see to tt bahx
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ANQI... hmmm my blog complicated ar.. tot was like ok? juz click to tag and click on the date to view entry mahx.. abit same as those b4... hmmmm okok shall see to this.. sch starting 4 u? tot u having post exam activity le? take care bahx gurl =).. misses..
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